Part 4, Posted February 26, 2001
Dr. Stephanie Gilbertson, Ed.D. a disciple from the Cincinnati Church of Christ, was in New Delhi, India for a month working with other disciples and representatives of HOPE worldwide providing a brief teacher education course to HOPE staff who teach in the Village of HOPE, a leper colony, and in the Asharan Orphanage. Ten days after her arrival, India was struck with one of the most severe earthquakes in decades. This series of articles chronicle her thoughts and activities from her life changing experience.

It is true that I have safely returned to Cincinnati. But I would not go as far as to say that I am back. The person who returned is much-changed and different person from the one who left here on January 16th.

I am going through the motions of normal life, here in Cincinnati. After a wonderful greeting at the airport by my mom, dad and my friend Sheri, I went home, started unpacking, fed the horses and after a real shower with hot running water, slept soundly until 5:30AM. I got up, just like before I left for India, went to the YMCA, had some quiet time, and met with my coffee club on my way to the office, just like a normal morning. But my mind constantly returns to images of Delhi, the slums, the leper colony, the orphanage, and the return trip.

In New Delhi I was sort of special. Everyone noticed me. Wherever I went I drew a crowd. Roadside HomesIn the church I was asked to speak to the entire group of about 150 leaders, I was asked to teach a lesson to the women with non-Christian husbands, and people devoted entire workdays and a Saturday (their normal day off) to participate in the teacher-training sessions. God fulfilled my dream of being used. He gave me permission to dream again. In spite of a great deal of sin in my life God used me to teach and inspire many people in New Delhi, India.

Burro's in Traffic I am struck by the lack of roadside dwellers, no one begging at the car window at stop lights, virtually no traffic, no wild animals or cows, the cleanliness of everything. A feeling or deep sense of longing for being close to my family just seems to overwhelm me. A slight fear of uncooked food and unboiled water leaves a constant sort of queasiness in my stomach. Most of all I feel a determination to make sure that the moments I have with people will mean something, will motivate them to love more, learn more, be more. I am convinced that every single interaction we have with another person, from newborn infants to senior citizens, has an effect on both of our lives.

"You brought life and inspiration to staff and children alike, not to mention the entire leadership of the church."
-Mohan Nanjundan, HOPE worldwide, Geographic HOPE Leader

"It was a pleasure having you in Delhi and esp. at the orphanage. I feel lucky as a person that your knowledge could make me see the things I normally wouldn't. (not to forget the new found spelling of beginning!!) Please thank the disciples for all their contribution which we deeply appreciate."
-Wendy Andrews, HOPE worldwide staff in New Delhi

"You're missed here - there's a place for you in everyone's hearts. It has been good knowing you, Stephanie, for even this short time."
-Usha Franklin, HOPE worldwide Adoption Coordinator, New Delhi.

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